Childhood Bibliophile

Fame

2010-10-01T13:53:00.003-04:00

I recently read both Fame Junkies by Jake Halpern and Cult of Celebrity by Cooper Lawrence. I had assumed from the titles and where I read about the texts that they would both be a criticism of the way people follow celebrities. However, that was not the case.

Halpern's book does, I think, a good job at trying to remain objective about the things people are willing to do to achieve fame and support "the machine." Lawrence's text is about much of the same topic, but rather than questioning why a person would put him or herself through it all, Lawrence applauds people who worship at the alter of celebrity as a necessary part of consumer culture. In defense of Lawrence, she makes her living as part of the fame machine, and it would be counter intuitive for her to speak out against it. Also, she does say that there are too many people who are seeking fame but will never find it.

Interestingly, both texts address the necessary narcissism someone must have in order to subject him/herself to the horrors of the fame machine. It made me realize how much fame drives insecurity and consumerism. Overall, both books made me thankful I am not famous and actually hope, despite certain days where I feel the opposite, that I never become so.

The Lightning Thief

2010-09-02T14:43:00.003-04:00

I just finished Percy Jackson and the Olympains book One, the Lightning Thief. I kept seeing previews for the movie and decided to check out the series.

I've never been a big fan of Greek Mythology. I think because of my belief in God, stories about gods just never did anything for me. However, I keep seeing Greek Mythology pop up in more and more literature-- Hugo Cabret and The Hunger Games for starters-- and it makes me wish I had spent a little bit of time reading some of the early stories. I've read The Odessey, but somehow I'm realizing it is not enough to have a full appreciation of the literary history.

About Rick Riordan's text-- I think he does a really great job telling a compelling story while mixing in elements of mythology without being too scary or outrageous. He writes this science fiction story as if it is a memoir, which is an interesting format for children's literature. He still expects his readers to pick up clues, like the fact that Percy's father is Poseidon, but he also tells his readers when he should have realized something that he totally missed.

I'm looking forward to reading book two.

Mockingjay

2010-09-02T14:31:00.002-04:00

I finished Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins a few days ago. I'm still not sure how I feel about it all. After I finished Catching Fire last month I started watching the countdown for Mockingjay to come out, and now I wish I had quit reading with all of the unknowns of book two.

She does a good job resolving the issue of the impending war. She also does a good job painting war as a horrible, life changing event. I guess I am unhappy with the ending of the book because Katniss is so scared by everything that has happened to her, which is actually realistic. No real teenager could endure what she endures without life altering scars. It is probably unprofessional of me to hope for more optimistic endings from my fiction. I am more than willing to criticize authors who tie things up a little too neatly-- which was my biggest criticism of Stephenie Meyer's Breaking Dawn. So, I shouldn't criticize Collins for leaving things messy.

Overall, I think it is a good book and a compelling series. The books challenge readers to think about the status quo and what sacrifice may be necessary to change that. It looks at the horrors of taking things for granted, and the corruption of government, even "good" government.

I'm glad I read the books, even if I don't like the end.

The Allergy Journey

2010-08-22T14:38:00.002-04:00

I thought I was only going to write about books on here, but I need a place to process the allergy journey, so I figured I'd try this.

On Father's Day we gave Nathan a bite of a peanut butter cookie. He hadn't had peanut butter before, but now he was two, so we figured we'd let him have a bite. He threw up and threw up and threw up and then broke out in hives. So I ran up to Rite Aid, bought some benadryl, and thought He's probably allergic to peanuts. The rest of the summer I've been watching pretty close what he eats and how he reacts, and started to wonder if he's allergic to fresh fruit, especially strawberries and melon. So, finally, when we got home from our summer vacation I took him to the pediatrician and asked if we could have him tested for a peanut and potentially fruit allergy.

At the pediatricians office, everyone seemed pretty laid back about it all. Yeah, we'll test him. He's probably not allergic to fruit. He might be allergic to peanuts. Go get this bloodwork, when you have a chance. So I took Nathan that day. A week later, a nurse from the pediatrician's office calls with the cheerful statement-- You can feed your son cod, carrots, and rice. He's allergic to just about everything else. We'll call in a prescription for an epi-pen to your pharmacy.

For the record, that's an overwhelming conversation. Especially since she called me at 5:00 as I'm getting ready to make dinner and not having any cod in the house I start wondering what on earth I'm supposed to cook. I decided to pretend I didn't get the phone call.

The next day I called the allergist and they couldn't get me in for an entire week, so I asked what I was supposed to do. They, kindly, told me to avoid peanuts, but otherwise to feed him whatever he was willing to eat until I could come to the office.

So, this week we went to the allergist. The pediatrician had faxed me his test results, so I knew which allergens were the highest: peanut, egg, tree nut. I also knew I was scared to find out what they would determine. Either he was really going to be allergic to everything and I was going to have to make some dramatic cooking changes, or maybe he wasn't going to be allergic to much and life wouldn't change all that much.

I got something in the middle. After doing scratch tests-- except with peanut b/c apparently his blood test results are so high they are all shocked he hasn't had some severe reaction yet, the allergist determined Nathan is allergic to all nuts, eggs, and wheat. Not bad compared to the initial news from the pediatric nurse, but still fairly significant.

Now, though, I knew that I had a definitive result and I had to start cooking accordingly. That night I looked at my pantry and thought, what to make for dinner. No pre-made rice side dishes-- they all contain wheat. Why? Who knows why rice should contain wheat, but it does. So decided to make spaghetti and make rice noodles for Nathan. His response... spaghetti no hurt mouth.... spaghetti no hurt mouth. My poor boy had been in pain almost every time he ate! I knew he never wanted to eat bread, but I thought he was a picky eater, I didn't realize it actually caused him physical pain to eat one of my favorite foods.

I am not enjoying being the neuritic mother who looks at all the labels and asks the workers at the cider mill if there's a chance there is peanut in the cider (which there is), but I am enjoying the happier boy who is my son.

alter egos

2010-08-05T12:36:00.002-04:00

I just finished reading _Queen of the Road_ by Doreen Orion, and if I didn't know it wasn't true, I would think that she is the alter ego of Beth Moore. You compare their love for their husbands, their pets, and fashion along with their writing style, and one could argue they are the same person. Now, you would have to exchange Doreen's love for martini's with Beth's love for Starbucks, but other than that....

About Queen of the Road, it's a nice, light-hearted read. I haven't read a book that was written for readers over 21 in quite a while, so her chapters beginning with a cocktail recipe were a switch. it was interesting to read about the various places they visited throughout the country, and she has a nice conversational tone that makes her easy to read.

Catching Fire

2010-07-13T14:53:00.002-04:00

I just finished Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins. I am so thankful the third book is coming out in August. I really should have paid attention to that prior to starting the series. The question will be can I wait for the book to get to the library or will I succumb to the temptation and buy it...

I wondered where Collins would take the book. Just prior to the Quell announcement I guessed at what would happen. I also knew the gamekeeper guy was on Katniss's side with the whole mockingjay thing. I'm kind of surprised Katniss didn't get that herself. I didn't expect the ending though. I'm also not real thrilled with the love triangle. I keep thinking she'll be scared by losing either Gale or Peeta. I guess anyone would be scared by any of these events though.

If you haven't read the book, I know this post doesn't make any sense at all. If you have, it probably still seems like senseless wanderings. This I know. It's an excellent book. It is not for kids.

After

2010-07-02T23:06:00.002-04:00

At the Children's Literature Association Conference I saw a book trailer for the book After by Amy Efaw. It was really a simple trailer. It showed positive words replaced by negative words. However, it completely caught my attention. I needed to read the book, so I put it on hold at the library.

What I never dreamed from the trailer is that it would be about dumpster babies. I gathered it was about unplanned pregnancy, but the idea of sympathizing with a mother who would attempt to kill a baby was unfathomable to me. However, Amy Efaw does it. She makes a reader realize that the women who desert this helpless infants often have more going on than a news-watcher would originally realize.

While reading the book I couldn't help but compare it to Walter Dean Myer's Monster. In both books there is a young protagonist in a detention facility and the reader must decide if s/he agrees with the decision of the judge. In both texts the perpetrator is likable and seems to deserve another chance, yet both are accused of horrific crimes. The biggest difference between the two is that in Myer's text the reader does not know how guilty or innocent Steve is. In Efaw's text, the reader knows Devon is guilty. Instead, the question is does Devon know.

I would not recommend After to anyone. I think it is probably too intense for some readers. However, I think it's a great book. I think Efaw does an amazing job creating a compelling story that challenges readers to consider their initial judgments regarding a situation.

Hunger Games

2010-06-24T14:34:00.002-04:00

So, I finished Suzanne Collin's Hunger Games 2 days ago and I cannot stop thinking about it. It's interesting to me because when I started it, it took me a long time (for me) to get into it, but by the time I was halfway through, I just didn't want to put it down, and now, 2 days later I can't stop thinking about Katniss and Peeta.

This post probably would be considered a spoiler, but not the type that should keep you from reading the book.

At the Children's Literature Conference, one panelist said she thought the book was a commentary on American society and capitalisim. To some extent she might be right, but I think it is much more than that. Although the book takes place in North America, it is a much more global picture. The panelist had said as well fed Americans we don't have the ability to identify with Katniss, we must identify with the members of the capitol. However, as I read, I was just as annoyed with the people of the capitol as Katniss was. I found them shallow and annoying. I wanted to identify with Katniss's mother, but I realized my life is way too easy for me to identify with her. Instead, I found myself wondering if I would be an Anox in that community-- someone who is being punished for trying to escape because I just can't tolerate the capital's way of life and there is no way I would ever let my children participate in the Hunger Games.

I see why there is so much fan fiction for the text. There are so many points of view that would be interesting to explore. Gale for instance, what was he thinking throughout the games. I've got the sequel on hold at the library. Hopefully 4 people will return their copies soon so I can know more about the world of Panem.

The Hunger Games

2010-06-22T22:22:00.002-04:00

So, I'm in the process of reading The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins. It's an interesting read. It took me a while to get into it, but now I want to avoid doing all real work to find out how Katniss is going to pull it out and win. I figure Collins can't switch narrators in the middle of the book when she's killed.

New Direction

2010-06-17T14:06:00.003-04:00

When I first started this blog, it was for a class, and I used it to write about the books we were reading in that class. Then I started writing about a few other random things. Then I quite writing on it at all because I was just too busy.

I realize though, that it's a project worth doing. I want to make sure I am reading new books, and I want to write about them. Even if they are new only to me.

I figured I'd start writing by saying what I'm hoping to read/ check out soon.

Cathy's Book-- I think I'm going to have to buy this one
The Amanda Project-- I've been looking at it a little online. I want to think about what it's doing a little mroe.
The Hunger Games-- Too many people talked about it at ChLA to ignore it
After-- the book trailer on You Tube fascinates me enough that I want to read it.

I'm looking forward to getting back to some of my original intents.

Time

2009-11-09T14:07:00.002-05:00

Today it struck me how much the world has changed. These days no one really knows how to live at a slower pace. We all think we have to do do do and go go go, but that isn't really the case.

I'm amazed at how time flies or drags. If I'm doing something I want to be doing, like reading a good book, an hour can go so fast. If I'm doing something I don't want to be doing, like grading papers, the hour might still go fast, but I am amazed the task took an entire hour.

But then, when I am waiting, hours are an eternity.

I'm doing all of my research on media and its influence on literature. I think it has influenced much more than that. I think it has altered our expectations of time.

When I was a kid, instant gratification meant being told right away I could have what I wanted even if I knew it would take some time to get it. Now, email isn't even fast enough for us-- no, we have to text message a person, and if s/he doesn't get back to us-- oh no--

Don't get me wrong-- I think media is useful and fun, but I wonder what our lives would be like if we had to read a few more books, play a few more games, and write a few more letters.

Need to Write

2009-06-22T15:36:00.003-04:00

I need to write. I need to grade papers. I need to organize my house.

All of these things are keeping me from actually getting anything done. Instead I'm reading what other people have written on Facebook and blogspot. Not overly productive.

I am finally writing about Harry Potter-- something that years ago I was really looking forward to getting to, and now that I'm doing it I realize why the series has retained its popularity-- Rowling does a good job creating questions that she did not answer.

This week I find myself really bothered by What happened to George? George and Fred were such a team, they didn't do anything apart from one another, but Fred died-- What happened to George? I want to believe that he went on to run their business and live a happy, fulfilled, Voldermort free life, but I can't imagine that he successfully did.

Oh well, thinking about the well being of a fictional character is not writing my dissertation, grading my student's papers, or cleaning my house...

Nothing

2008-10-20T16:03:00.001-04:00

I have gotten nothing done today. I know I will regret my motivational funk later, but right now I can't seem to do anything about it...

But, alas, I have an excuse...

Not only is the baby awake, so is the 2 year old.

potty training

2008-09-02T14:40:00.002-04:00

Tomorrow is D-Day.

We are going to have a day dedicated to potty training. I have mixed feelings about this adventure. A part of me is all for it-- the part of me that is sickened by the cost of diapers. A part of me sees no reason to rush the process--the part of me that can't believe my little girl is growing up so fast. The part of me that is tired of changing poopy diapers knows that it's time to at least give it a try. I also know that it's time because my delightful daughter keeps taking off her diaper as soon as it gets a drop of pee in it, and I really don't want her peeing on my carpet.

Wish me luck!

The Shack

2008-08-16T16:02:00.002-04:00

I just finished reading The Shack. It's a great book. I don't want to give away too much here, because I think people should read it for themselves, and I don't want to ruin the experience.

I think so many people feel the way the main character, Mack, does regarding God. There are so many forced views, where God seems a little bit angry. So, while I wouldn't say that this book addresses all of those concerns, it does do a good job at providing a different view of God. A view that lets us see a little bit fuller picture of who He is.

If nothing else, it's a pretty compelling story. I would recommend you give it a read-- but not if you're getting ready to take your daughters camping.

Online Teaching

2008-08-13T16:17:00.001-04:00

I think I'm going to go the online teaching route. I've been in training for the last 4 weeks. I find out tomorrow if I've passed it all. I sure hope so, otherwise, this last month was crazy for nothing. It's weird though. I've been spending so much time getting ready for that, that now while I'm trying to catch up with stuff I am afraid I let some things go for too long. hope not...

LM Montgomery

2008-07-25T15:24:00.002-04:00

LM Montgomery was my favorite author when I was a kid. I had, and still have, every book the woman wrote. My favorite was, and still is, The Blue Castle-- which now I know is considered her "adult" novel. This year is the 100 year anniversary of Anne of Green Gables, which was her first "big" hit.

Why do I bring up this childhood remembrance? Because I'm trying to write about Anne in my dissertation. I already wrote this section, but it vanished along with everything else on my hard drive, and so now, I'm hoping that if I ramble on about Anne that I will be able to have my memory refreshed and that I will finally feel more inspired to write.

The question I ask in my dissertation is, Why is Anne still popular after 100 years? Other books that were written in much of the same style at the same time have long since been discarded, but somehow, fans still hang out to Anne? What is her appeal?

I always liked Anne because she was kind of spunky. I think I always thought I was a little spunky, but I don't think that I was. I think that I was just a little bookworm, but I could read about these spunky characters and feel like I knew them enough that they were a little bit a part of me. i think characters like Anne gave me courage. You could know what you wanted and still be likable. You could be smart and popular. But was Anne popular-- not really, she just had her close friends. She just got along well enough with her friends that as a reader you felt like she must be popular. Don't get me wrong-- she wasn't the class reject or anything, but you didn't see others following her trends-- instead, she followed others-- think puffy sleeves and black tresses.

I think Anne still has some appeal because she's a generational character. I can't wait for my daughter to be old enough for me to share Anne with her. And obviously, I am not the only one who felt that way. I was turned onto Anne by a friend of my mother's, an older Canadian lady. Thinking about her now, I realize she was probably a child when Montgomery first wrote the text.

Why do certain books stand the test of time when others just fall by the wayside?

You know you're old when

2008-07-11T15:43:00.003-04:00

you start to appreciate silence.
When I was young I would always have music on in my bedroom, and I would want my mom to listen to music when I was in the kitchen or with her in the car, and she would say no. The conversation often went like this.

Me: Can I turn the radio on?
Mom: No
Me: But I want to try to find my favorite song of the minute.
Mom: No, I want to relax
Me: You are so boring, why don't you ever want to listen to music, it's a great way to relax
Mom: No

Then I thought my mom was trying to squelch my fun. Now, as I hear so much noise all day long, I realize she was just trying to hear herself think. Don't get me wrong, I still enjoy listening to music, especially while I drive, but now I have also come to appreicate the joys of silence.

drugs are bad

2008-07-10T14:23:00.002-04:00

I recently ran into someone that I hadn't seen in a number of years. During that time, this guy had moved away, gotten himself into trouble due to drug used, cleaned up, and moved back to the area. Now, sadly, he is notably "not right." He was always a little introverted, I'm guessing his desire to be more outgoing led to the drug problem in the first place, but now his comprehension is in the toilet. I feel bad for him, but most importantly, I view this as a once again reminder of the dangers of drug abuse.

Yes, this is a little preachy-- but it is true, and it makes me sad to see people throw away their lives because of a moment of fun.

Too busy for what

2008-07-07T14:58:00.002-04:00

I haven't been overly academic recently. I've been too busy, too tired, too frustrated. And now, I'm finding that I have the time to get back into these activities, and I'm so out of practice I'm not sure how to do it. So I find myself procrastinating, but I don't even want to procrastinate the ways I usually do, which tells me I need to get my act together and start working.

As for excuses though...

I had a beautiful baby boy-- Nathan Jay-- he's almost 8 weeks old.
My laptop died. Not just a little inconvenient death-- a complete, un-resurrectable death, so I've lost decent amounts of research and writing. (Please do not comment on the importance of backing your stuff up-- I know- I've always known, but I just wasn't as faithful about doing it as I should have been-- I've gotten enough of those well-meaning lectures)

and last but not least...

it's beautiful outside, and who wants to be inside working when she can be outside playing?

Slow posting

2008-04-02T13:57:00.001-04:00

I haven't been posting very often this semester-- time seems to be flying by, but I would say that's to be expected. There are only 2 1/2 weeks left of the semester-- that's crazy.

Spring Break

2008-03-13T14:05:00.002-04:00

Well, it's spring break, and my goals for this week are not being met-- I had wanted to get so much more done than I am-- but that's always the way. I do have some newfound motivation for writing my disseration though. I'm realizing I just need to get it written. I can revise it, edit it, try to publish it later-- right now I just have to write it. It's hard-- I get writing and then I think I should read up more on this and then I read a new book -- or I read an article that makes me see 3 more books I should have read, but I need to worry about writing it now. So, we'll see if I make my goal by finishing ch 2 by the end of March.

Winter

2008-02-12T15:02:00.003-05:00

I can't believe how hard it's snowing today and how cold it is. We haven't had this snowy of a winter for a few years. I think the snow is pretty, but it's the wind that I can do without. The other thing that stinks about it is that I'm getting to pregnant to wear my warmest winter coat-- hopefully winter will end before I outgrow my next warmest coat.

Student Blogs

2008-02-06T06:49:00.001-05:00

I have my students write blogs, and I am glad that I do. It gives me a feel for how they feel about class, but more importantly, it helps me to understand their experiences with tutoring. This week a couple of them witnessed a bad tutoring session, and that really disappoints me. I want them to have positive experiences with tutoring--as well as I want the students who come in for tutoring to have a positive experience, so when I hear about a bad one, I get frustrated. The good thing is that if I hear about it early enough I can do my best to do something about it.

Buy Buy Baby

2008-02-04T13:25:00.000-05:00

I said that I would post about Buy Buy Baby by Susan Gregory Thomas when I finished reading it, and then I got busy and forgot.

This text made me realize the discrepency between my life as an academic and my life as a parent. I think the only way I can reconcile it is through age-- my work as an academic focuses on how media are affecting older children, not younger-- but I fully realize that the reason media have the influence that it does over older children is because they have been saturated with media since birth.

Thomas talks about how unnecessary television is for toddlers and how actually dangerous it is for babies. She also discusses how unnecessary video games are for children that young-- and I have to believe her. The thing that I think shocked me the most was how well pegged the marketing firms have my generation of parents-- they really know what we want for our kids and they try to market that to us-- it's a little bit scary.

I know this is really just a reference-- my true excitement over the text has worn off, but I think it's important to think about who we are letting tell us what we need.

Productive Weekend

2008-01-22T14:31:00.000-05:00

I am happy to say I had a productive weekend. I was able to edit the first chapter of my diss-- I've had the feedback for a while, but I had put it off because I was working on Ch 4. Tomorrow I'll reread all the changes to make sure I think it's all cohesive before I do anything with it. I've also started an interesting book, Buy, Buy Baby by Susan Gregory Thomas-- As I'm sure you can guess by the title that it deals with consumerism and children culture. I'll write more as I read more of the book.

Progress

2008-01-11T06:38:00.000-05:00

I did it! I finished a chapter. I get to turn it in to my advisor today, and while I am sure it will need revision, now I can say 2 down just 3 to go. My goal is to write 2 this semester-- I hope that I can do it.

End of the Semester

2007-12-06T14:16:00.002-05:00

So, it's the end of the semester--- it's always amazing how fast it goes and how much there is to do at the end. I don't have any interent at home, it's both good and bad-- it was kind of fun to just focus on unpacking yesterday, but now today as I'm realizing how much of my life is connected to online makes me very anxious for the cable guy to come tomorrow and hook up my internet-- not to mention that my daughter really misses watching Mickey Mouse.

2007-12-06T14:16:00.001-05:00

bad grades for blogging

2007-11-29T07:05:00.000-05:00

I would be getting bad grades for blogging in my class-- I am not living up to my standards.

We closed on our new house, though, so that's exciting. We've been working tons and tons of hours trying to make it livable-- we're moving in on Saturday-- It will be nice to be settled again and not have to think about moving. I realize it will take me some time to feel "settled" but, it will be nice to develop some sort of a routine.

Guilt

2007-11-14T21:20:00.000-05:00

Guilt is a funny thing. I want to keep up this blog-- and I make my students write on their blogs twice a week, but I'm not as good about doing it myself. And really, it is that guilt that is making me write tonight.

This weekend we moved out of our house. That was an ordeal-- I had no idea how much stuff we had-- my husband says that it's my books that put the truck over the weight limit-- I know he was teasing me, but it's probably true. I do own a lot of books. I was looking forward to a couple of weeks of down time before we could get into the new house, but it looks like we're going to be able to close end of this week or early next week, so back to cleaning and scrubbing and disinfecting I will go.

I did finish my book review. I asked my advisor to read it before I send it to the journal. I hope I did a good job.

Book Review

2007-10-30T14:12:00.000-04:00

I'm trying to write a book review, and I'm not doing all that well. I liked the book, mostly, but there are all these things I feel like the author should have addressed, and didn't, and I'm not sure how to really address that in a review. I know that I really need to reserve judgment and just say what the book does-- I need to remember that this isn't an analysis paper, it's a review. It doesn't help that I'm distracted by the joys of moving. I think we've found a new place to live, so that's good, but until I see signatures on a piece of paper, I'm not counting on anything.

Crazy Two Weeks

2007-10-24T12:15:00.000-04:00

This has been the craziest 2 weeks ever. We sold the house, we surprise, surprise, actually found a different house that we want to live in, made an offer and got accepted-- so life has been a whirlwind of paperwork and phone calls between the agents and the mortgage lenders and the inspectors. Not to mention the chaos of regular life-- trying to spend a good amount of time at the Writing Center, teaching, grading papers, trying to work on my dissertation, and get my book review turned in on time. Oh, and I have 2 weeks to pack up all our stuff and get out of this house and try to keep my daughter from freaking out about all the boxes.

I love my life-- and I feel blessed beyond belief that these are the "problems" I have and not things that are oh so much more serious-- but I'm still looking forward to the non-traditional chaos settling down, some.

Olive Oil

2007-10-15T21:47:00.000-04:00

Today I want to express my appreciation of olive oil. It is truly amazing all of the things you can do with this food product. Most people use it for cooking. I've also used it to ward off ear infections, but today I discovered the most useful at the moment use for olive oil-- removing oil based paint. One might ask why I needed to make this great discovery?

When we decided to put our house up for sale, our agent recommended that we paint the garage door-- so my husband sanded it down, primed it, and went to clean up to paint the door-- what we both learned that night was that he bought oil based primer-- and that oil based paint can quickly stain a nice white washtub-- so that night we got out the gasoline and cleaned up our big mess. 5 months go by-- we've now sold our house and we have to get rid of paint so that we can move-- You can't throw away liquid paint-- you have to dry it out-- well, we don't have that much oil paint left, so we poor it on some old cardboard in the garage with hopes that it will dry. So, this afternoon was a beautiful day and I ask my daughter if she wants to play outside-- I open the garage door and she immediately runs in, slips on the not dry paint and proceeds to get paint everywhere-- Well, unlike my husband's hands and my laundry room tub-- I am not willing to bathe my baby in gas-- so out come the holistic treatments. For the record-- olive oil and salt work amazingly well at getting oil based paint off of skin-- It gets it off of denim ok too, but cotton, not so much.

So much for getting any work done today.

Maybe a sold house

2007-10-10T14:37:00.000-04:00

I write more mental blog posts than physical ones-- that's not a good way to keep a blog-- much harder to keep track of.

I think we might have sold our house-- which will be cool if it happens, but i'm not overly confident at the moment. We went to Ohio this weekend to visit my sister and her family-- a much needed trip-- and our realtor called us with an offer, that we accepted over the phone-- but then the buyer was having financing issues. So, now it seems like he's coughed up the cash, but we have another couple potentially interested in the house, and since we haven't signed any paperwork yet, we could in theory accept a different offer. It's weird-- I was so excited it was all going to happen, and now I realize how much work it all will be that I'm a little hesitant to believe that it might actually be sold.

Michigan Government Shut Down

2007-09-29T08:40:00.000-04:00

The State of Michigan has its priorities out of whack. We are currently under a budget crisis, and so Governor Granholm's brilliant idea is to have a partial shut down of the government. But, she doesn't want to shut down the departments that won't affect people, she wants to make the state unsafe by laying off 85% of the Police. She wants to save $10,000 is salaries and shut down the casinos which bring in hundreds of thousands in revenue. According to the news this morning she wants to double the sales tax and raise the income tax. Is she crazy? Does she think she'll win best Governor award if she successfully chases everyone out of Michigan? Doesn't she realize the government is in this bind because people are moving out of state as fast as they can because companies are fleeing Michigan? Loyal democrats are blaming this on Engler, but Granholm is in the middle of her second term in office-- this isn't someone else's mistake. If this was her first term, maybe I'd listen, but it's not. Every time there's a budget, she cuts funding for education, especially higher education-- which not only hurts universities, it also hurts the children of factory workers who want their kids to have a better education, to have a better job, but now they can't afford it.

I'm not a politician, nor do I pretend to be. I don't' know how the state got into this mess, and I don't pretend to know how to get them out of it. What I do know is this-- you stay out of debt by not spending more money than you make. If you make less money than you think you are going to, then you have to cut some of your luxuries. Maybe Granholm and other legislatures should take a pay cut-- take a week without pay. Maybe Granholm should rent out the Governor's mansion on Mackinac Island to bring the state some revenue. Maybe like all of the universities are being required to do, the state should do some fundraising. I don't know. But I do know that no police and doubled taxes will make Michigan a scary place to live.

GM on strike

2007-09-25T13:25:00.000-04:00

I'm personally annoyed that the UAW is striking at GM. I understand the importance of unions and all of the good things that they did when they were started, but right now, I think they are asking for a bit much. In this crappy Michigan economy, I don't know that they can expect what no one else is getting-- there are a lot of things I would like, but I'm not getting them. I just don't want to see GM go bankrupt, because I think that would cause a lot more problems that people just aren't thinking about. Plus, I know most union members just want this resolved-- they don't want to make their lousy $200 a week-- they want to work. I feel like a lot of people are feeling like everything is just on hold-- I'm concerned that if GM stays on strike for too long that people will get tense and act out.

Read for the Record

2007-09-24T12:30:00.001-04:00

Every year Pearson publishing sponsers Read for the Record-- It promotes literacy in urban communities through Jumpstart. I'm not sure why there isn't more promotion for it in Michigan, but that's a subject for another day.

The idea is that they try to set a record each year for the most kids reading the same book with an adult on one day. This year's book was -The Story of Ferdinand-by Munro Leaf. It's a fine story-- not one of my favorites, but it's ok-- I think the book is more known for it's drawings by Robert Lawson-- especially the one of the bee as Ferdinand is about to sit on him. That really is a great illustration-- the bee's expression as there is just this huge thing coming down.

I'm glad I can attempt to participate-- my daughter wouldn't sit through the whole book this year-- maybe next year we'll have more luck-- I did buy the Read for the Record edition though-- so all of the proceeds will help jumpstart, and I think that's cool.

Gas Main Breaks

2007-09-18T16:54:00.000-04:00

This morning while driving downtown to go to class, I got a phone call that Wayne was on the news-- there was a gas main break and buildings were closed. As it turns out, the Writing Center was closed, so I had to call all of the tutors and tell them that they wouldn't have to be to work on time, but that I wasn't sure what was going on. So, then I had to spend time chasing down information about what the plan was on getting this gas line fixed. At 2 p.m. the word on the street was that the building would be closed until 5, so I closed the Writing Center for the day and went home. Then at 3 p.m. they sent an email saying that it was all fixed, so now I feel badly for students who might have wanted to get tutored. I understand that people like to have a good sized buffer for themselves when they are trying to complete a project. However, I would like it if they would keep people informed through normal means of communication. For instance, an email this morning when it happened would have been great-- rather than a friend calling because they heard it on the news. Or, it would be great if they could post info to the main page of the website. Oh well, as it is, the tutors got a day off, and I got to go home early. Sorry to the students who needed tutoring.

TWISTED

2007-09-14T12:08:00.001-04:00

Last night I finished reading Twisted by Laurie Halse Anderson. This will have SPOILERS.

I'm working on my diss chapter that uses Speak, so I had to check it out of the library-- you'd think I'd buy it-- I own all the other books I'm working with, and I think it's a great book-- but I saw Twisted, and I thought I'd check it out and read it when I finished my chapter-- well, I cheated because it's due back at the library and I'm finding myself reading more secondary sources than I thought I would be. Anyway-- enough rambling.

Twisted-- Tyler Miller-- a tortured soul if there ever was one. I think there are a lot of guys who could really identify with him. I have to admit-- I was hooked by the catch line-- Everyone told me to be a man-- no one told me how. I like that Tyler seemed so normal-- For me, the text had immediacy-- he's a kid who isn't popular, who wants to be popular, and when he does what he thinks it will take to become popular, it backfires on him. Then, that almost does make him popular, but being a "good" guy with his love interest doubly backfires, and he's in much worse shape than he was before the book started. This sort of comedy of errors, without cheesy humor, forces him into manhood. I like Anderson because she usually has good metaphors and analogies running throughout her text-- She uses English teachers to introduce fitting texts, Dr. Faustus, Paradise Lost-- the idea of motif and analogy-- things she is using. Tyler is also playing his video game that has him descending farther and farther into hell. He doesn't even realize how connected these texts are-- that would be an interesting paper for his English teacher-- How his video game is a modern day version of Dr. Faustus. or How he too must decide if he will sell his soul to the devil. Happily, I must admit I was happy when he beat the demon, when he didn't kill himself. For a while I thought he was a goner, and I wondered how Anderson would end the first person narrator text. There are too many young men who have taken that out-- not known what to do, reached the end of their rope, and signed the paper. Although it makes the text slightly didactic, Tyler's recovery is powerful. Custodian Joe's challenge to run away somewhere warm becomes a catalyst for change. Does he have to run away to take charge of his life or can he do that while remaining at home. I didn't think his dad's response was overly realistic, but I was glad to see Tyler become a man--to fight his demon--to win.

Hectic Week

2007-09-13T17:19:00.001-04:00

This week has been an extremely hectic week. I think the 2nd week of the semester is always the busy-- especially the fall. I always feel extra busy because this is the week we open the writing center.

I've been pleased to see how many students we've seen this week. I really expected it to be pretty dead this week, but right now we've got 3 tutees meeting with all 3 tutors. It's exciting to see people caring about their work so early in the semester.

Everything Costs

2007-09-07T11:30:00.000-04:00

I know that everyone needs to make a living, support their families, blah, blah, blah BUT, why do all of the good, used-to-be free resources on the web require subscriptions.

I think everyone needs access to a good grammar handbook. I also think that grammar handbooks are ridiculously expensive for what they are-- rules and examples. I will agree with publishers that some are much better than others. Some are "pretty." Some truly are handbooks for dummies they are so easily laid out. But still, they are over-priced. There used to be a couple of pretty good e-handbooks that were online, and so I would refer my students who couldn't afford a paper copy to those resources, but alas, now one must subscribe. Honestly though, what's the point of giving someone an ebook when they buy the paper book? Either the student will only use the e-book, and the paper book will sit somewhere on a shelf lamenting the trees that died so it could collect dust, or the student will never bother with the e-book because he/she will get familiar with the paper book and experience doubt or hesitation toward the e-book. When I asked a publisher about just buying the e-book-- he said that it's the same price as the paper book-- that doesn't seem right-- no trees, no ink, no shipping-- A student can buy just the paper book, but not just the e-book, but it doesn't matter because it's all practically the same price.

So, now I'm looking for company that lets students view a grammar book, and uses advertisements like every other commercial site.

ps-- yes, I know about Purdue's OWL-- I just like having multiple options, and I would like to find an online book.

Smores

2007-09-05T11:43:00.000-04:00

I didn't realize how badly I'd been slipping in the blogging department. In my defense, I've been making some decent progress in my writing though :)

But, I'm not being academic this morning. I've been looking online at houses, because I am begging God to sell ours, but I know I can't look in person until I've got an offer on this house, so I look online. It's a terrible waste of time.

Over the weekend, we went camping with friends. 16 adults, 12 children-- a little chaotic, but fun. We've been doing this for a couple of years, so it's fun watching the kids get older and more get added to the mix each year. We've made making Smores a fine art form. I'm wondering if there's a way to publish a smore cookbook.

The newest creation of the weekend was a 2-18 MC coconut samoa pie-- 2 coconut marshmellows, 18 squares of milk chocolate, a samoa girl scout cookie, cooked between 2 graham crackers in a hobo pie maker. (No one took the time to add up the calorie intake of that bad boy.)

The biggest hit is our traditional 2-3 MC PB -- 2 marshmellows, 3 squares of milk chocolate, a Peanut Butter cup-- all smashed between 2 graham crackers.

Ah, but since calories and sugar count when not sitting in front of a fire, I should probably quit thinking about smores and go back to writing my disseration.

Fall is coming

2007-08-14T16:23:00.000-04:00

Today I ordered my textbooks for fall. I've decided to mix up my syllabus. I'm using all new books-- except for the one on tutoring, but that doesn't count. I've also decided to use a Children's Lit book for my novel this semester. I don't usually do that, but I really want to teach this book, so I've decided to give it a try. I'm teaching Ellen Levine's _Catch a Tiger by the Toe_. It's such a great book. I think it will fit with the theme of my course as I'm looking at media and people's responses to it for my dissertation-- that can't help but creep into my course theme too. I've taught books I needed to read for my research before, but this is the first time I'm really putting some of it in my syllabus. I just got tired of teaching the same stuff, and I don't have time to be researching other stuff, so this is what's going in. Now to structure the syllabus.

Collective Intelligence

2007-08-11T11:57:00.000-04:00

Ever since I read Jenkins' book Convergence Culture, I have wanted to read Levy's Collective Intelligence, and I havent' made the time. I've been trying to write-- I had to read Harry Potter-- putting the house up for sale. Well, now, I'm finally reading it, and it's really interesting.

Jenkins uses his ideas of knowledge-- that the knowledge space is a valuable one and that it in and of itself is a position of power, but the thing that is striking me so far in Levy-- and I'm not that far into it, is Levy's position on the other. For him, there is no "other" there are only people who possess knowledge that we don't have that we should try to get. I think his ideas are much more idealistic, where Jenkins is probably more realistic. I think Jenkins is more based on subject research and Levy is more based on theory. But, as someone who doesn't want to fill out 7 million pieces of IRB paperwork, I appreciate the idealistic theory-- In a realistic sense, I see how Levy's theory is reflected in children's literature. When authors are trying to accomplish the blending of others, they often use a polyphonic text to attempt to disguise didactic moments. They are trying to live out Levy's vision.

Oh, if only there was more time in a day.

PJ Hoffmaster

2007-08-07T11:31:00.000-04:00

We have decided that camping trips need to at least be for long weekends. This weekend we went out to PJ Hoffmaster, in Muskegon, MI to go camping. It is a great park. All of these tall trees, an awesome beach, we were there with great friends. It was a fantastic weekend, but when you consider all of the set up work and the tear down work, it's longer than the time you're actually away-- so we've decided camping trips need to be a little longer-- or we have to do it more often so that we better know what we're doing :)

Hoffmaster is a great place though, if you're looking to camp. The lots were really big, so it was great-- plus the back of our campsite was this hill that went down to a creek that ran into Lake Michigan, so the kids had plenty of space to play away from the road-- not that they weren't tempted of course.

But, now, it's time to get back to the daily grind.

Harry Potter burn out

2007-07-31T11:06:00.000-04:00

I haven't been writing on my blog as much because I've been too busy reading everyone else's blog. But now, I am tired of reading about people's opinion of Harry Potter. As a fan, it's easy to jump into the obsession, and to get excited about things that she has done. As a scholar, I'm amazed at some of the "obvious" things I noticed that other scholars are asking about-- but maybe that's the people who speed read through the text. I can't believe how many people I've seen ask who the baby is in King's Cross Station and why it's beyond help. It's the exact same imagery she used in GF to describe Voldermort-- she could have copied and pasted for how similar it seemed.

The one thing I feel like people are really missing is that she is a brilliant business woman. She has not gone from living on welfare to being the richest woman in England by happenstance-- nor by the simple fact that she's written a few good books. She listens to critics, she markets ideas, and she incorporates enough popular culture to make sure her books are selling. Sure, she hopes that they become classics-- she would love to ride the royalty train until she dies, but she has made sure to invest in them while they are hot-- she is making sure they contain components that will sell millions of copies now. Fans are excited she's going to write an encyclopedia about the characters, non-fans think she is beating a dead horse, others think she's just looking to make a buck-- She's created immediacy-- people have to know what is happening to these characters. People have to know more than Harry married Ginny and they had 3 kids. Maybe it will be overkill, but it will add to her fortune, and enough people will love it. Is it the best literary move, who knows-- does it encroach on the idea of a writerly work instead of a readerly work-- yes. The point is, she's attached to Harry, and she's having difficulty, like many of her fans, letting go-- and so she's going to make a few more millions off of the letting go process. Like I said, she's a brilliant business woman.

Not Ready

2007-07-25T11:51:00.000-04:00

I am not ready for fall. I do not like all of the back to school commercials. The chick who does the Art Van commercials who says Back to School are parent's 3 favorite words does not know me.

Don't misunderstand me. I like my job. I love teaching. I'm just not ready. I still have so many things on my summer project to-do list, and now I'm being reminded that I have to create my fall to-do list, and I'm not ready to do that. It is still July-- can't I cling to summer at least for one more week?

Yesterday I had meetings on campus-- That made me realize how much I have to do. I'm thinking about mixing up my syllabus this fall, which means I need to review textbooks, and if I'm going to do that, I should have ordered them weeks ago, which of course I didn't do. But, my students seem to like the books I use, so that makes me want to keep things sort of the same-- why mess up something that works-- although I would like to make sure I'm keeping things fresh. But, I don't want to reinvent the wheel-- I need to be finishing my disseration. I think I need to come up with a couple of new, good assignments-- then it would seem fresh... hmmm...

Deathly Hallows

2007-07-23T11:27:00.000-04:00

Spoilers Ahead.

I liked book 7-- It has its cheesy moments, but one cannot forget that her largest following is children, and there are certain "must haves" for them. I do most of my analysis thinking for young adults-- and I think that many young adult readers are going to find some of her must haves a little cheesy as well, but she is trying to appeal to an audience age range that is incredibly broad. I could also argue that theorists, like CS Lewis, say that authors should write without thinking about audience-- they should write what they want to say-- and I agree with that. Also, when you consider the idea of the death of the audience, that implies the story needs to go where the story needs to go, without consideration of the author's feelings-- and to that I also agree-- which is why I think the moments when Rowling forces the story to meet the must haves, it gets a little cheesy, but I don't fault the woman for doing it-- I don't know that I would want letters from parents telling me that I'd scared their child for life by killing off their hero.

So-- I'm glad she took the story where it needed to go-- I'm glad she followed all of the gothic tendencies that she's put in the book and she made Harry a horcrux-- I thought it was an important must have, that for Voldermort to die, the piece that lived inside Harry had to die. As a fan, I'm glad that she used the Elder wand to kill the piece of Voldermort without killing Harry. It made the story more complex and interesting to know that these complicated levels of magic that most people didn't know did exist.

I liked the talking/message bearing Patronus-- I think she borrowed that from Pullman's witches-- their deamons could go away from them and carry messages-- this is a way a piece of Rowling's witches and wizards can send themselves places.

For me, the book had a apocalyptic type of feel-- it almost felt like the Left Behind books-- there's a small remnant of chosen people who will fight and be victorious, even though the odds are against them.

Anyway, I enjoyed it-- I'm both sad and glad that it's over. I'm interested to see what happens to the fan culture now-- if they will continue to write fan fiction that fills in the 19 years between the end of the story and the epilogue, or if that will have finished it off-- I'm curious to know if Rowling will be badgered into writing another book--which I don't think will meet up the the regular series standards-- who's Harry's opponent going to be-- Draco? And a story about a kid who has been a hero trying to make a normal life for himself isn't going to ring true-- it will be cheesy. So, I'm interested to see.

FYI-- my favorite line from the book "NOT MY DAUGHTER YOU BITCH" (736).

Censorship

2007-07-19T11:40:00.000-04:00

When is censorship ok? Should people be responsible to self-censor? If we're always concerned with self-censoring does that limit our freedom of speech?

I think my response to both the second 2 questions is yes. People self-censor all of the time. They do it at work, with people they don't know, at job interviews-- so why shouldn't they do it when they are writing-- at least for publication.

More later.

Order of the Phoenix

2007-07-16T11:11:00.000-04:00

I finally got to see Order of the Phoenix last night. It was interesting-- this is the first time I've reread the book right before going to see the film, and I finished 5 again Sat night and then saw the movie last night. usually i see the film and then go back and check out the book-- I liked doing it in reverse, although I wonder if it took out some of the enjoyment of the movie-- even as I was telling my husband some of the things they left out, i realized why most of them were gone-- special effects, budget, non-essential elements of the story-- and then there were some things that seem like it would have taken no effort to have left them in... Plus, I can't help but wonder how the film, especially some of the changed ending statements, will fit in with book 7-- Does Rowling make them change things that wouldn't be true to the books? Overall though, I think the new director did a good job.

Fan vs Academic

2007-07-13T11:13:00.000-04:00

I'm a fan of Harry Potter. I like reading the books. I like watching the movies. I like to make assumptions on my own. I do not like to engage in debates about what is going to happen-- I enjoy hearing theory, but I like to see how the stories unfold and see if my ideas were at all correctly induced.

As an academic who looks at media-- I feel like I should at least lurk on all of these debates. I should see how people are behaving. I should distance myself from what I think and listen to what everyone else thinks. It's much harder to do this summer than I thought it would be.

I am curious to see where Rowling is going to take us next week. I think she has a lot of possibilities, and I think it will be interesting to see which things she takes into consideration. If she's being loyal to her child audience, Harry will not die-- she will want good to triumph without punishment. If she is loyal to her gothic tendencies, then Harry will be the final horcrux, which would be the ultimate in doubling of the abject, and he's toast. There's a reason that people are making predictions and wondering what will happen. There's also a reason there's proof for all of this-- Rowling is more clever than people often give her credit for-- she has left herself multiple pathways for getting out of this maze-- which one will she take?

the writing process

2007-07-11T11:38:00.000-04:00

I think the writing process is an interesting concept. We teach students to remember that writing is a process-- that it's not supposed to happen in one afternoon-- that you want to brainstorm and then write and then think about it and revise and rewrite. And when you're doing professional writing, you can revise something forever. The thing no one says about the process is how inprecise it is. I seem to have days where I can really write-- I can produce text on a page. Then I have other days where I can't focus the swirling thoughts in my head for anything. I really appreciate the days I can write. And I am thankful for deadlines, because they keep me motivated to keep writing even if I might have met my personal goal for the day.

Motherhood

2007-07-09T15:53:00.000-04:00

I love being a mom. I don't say that with the everyone should be a mom attitude-- because I know that it's not for everyone. There was a time when I wasn't sure that it was for me. And there are times now, when I'm writing and my daughter wakes up and it doesn't matter that I'm in the middle of a good thought and then it takes me forever to find that thought again, that I wish she would do things a little bit more my way. But, I really appreciate the perspective she brings to life. She laughs so easily. She finds adventure in such simple things. Today she has been walking around the house with a green plastic bowl on her head. And she is so proud of herself that she can put it on her head and take it off her head all by herself. Being a mom is great. It reminds me to reward small accomplishments-- like maybe picking back up where I left off when she woke up for lunch.

Holistic Doctor

2007-07-03T20:46:00.000-04:00

I've started taking my daughter to a holistic doctor. I think I'm liking the results, but the suppliments he's prescribed seem to be interfering with her sleep. This isn't working so well for me. I need my sleep at night, and I need her to nap during the day so that I can work on my dissertation. She had started wheezing, and I didn't want to take her to the regular doctor, because I didn't want her to get put on steroids. The holistic doctor says she has an oat sensitivity, so no more cheerios. We're surviving through that-- although I miss making us pancakes in the morning-- and I can't make them for myself and not for her. That would just be cruel. Right now I'm listening to her move around in her bed, not sleeping, and I wonder, is it the lack of oat, or is it the idiots who keep shooting off noisy firecrackers that don't do anything but boom.

"The" Media

2007-06-29T11:04:00.000-04:00

Media is plural-- which means, there cannot be "the" media. So, when people talk about media they need to start being more specific. Are they talking about broadcast media? Even then-- what types of broadcasting-- educational, entertainment, the list goes on.

So much gets blamed on "the" media. It's really not that simple.

Should people spend so much time caring about Paris Hilton and what she's wearing and what she's doing? I don't think so, but someone does, so information about her is spread all over the world. Would celebrities be so thin if they weren't constantly being gawked at in the tabloid newspapers and on entertainment television--probably not. So, does that make media bad-- no.

Media is a tricky thing-- like so many others-- it does good and it does bad-- people need to realize that.

Best Children's Books

2007-06-28T11:01:00.000-04:00

I see lists and ideas for best children's books-- but I think that's too broad of a category. Even best boy books or best books for the decade. These are books that are people's favorites. They are books that somehow have stayed in print. What books we love as children is always subjective. What do those books remind us of-- what world to they help us to imagine?

I have my favorite books-- that I can remember the plot of and that I want to return to-- for me, those are best books. But, I realize that someone else's best and my best will never be the same.

Nothing Academic

2007-06-25T16:04:00.000-04:00

This morning I spent some time reading Toddler Wise, because my daughter is fast becoming a toddler. She amazes me with how fast she can get places, and how autonomous her thinking has become. She's a pretty amazing little person. Today she was making me smile because she spent quite a long time trying to put her shoe on backwards-- she watches how I hold it to put it on her foot, and she doesn't fully realize it works like that because I'm coming from a different angle. The crazy thing is, I know she'll be putting on her own shoes before I know it.

good vs. bad

2007-06-22T12:05:00.000-04:00

I'm pretty sure I blogged about Stephen Johnson when I first read his text-- I think because it's such a great reminder of what has to be considered when evaluating literature.

I think it is striking me so profoundly again because of my dislike of Pullman.

Johnson challenges his readers to not think of good and bad literature as a moral evaluation-- he wants people to consider if it is cognitively stimulating. While the degree of cognitive stimulation might be subjective, it is much less subjective than morals.

I think I've been careful to deem my dislike of Pullman to be based on my morals-- not his ability to cognitively challenge his readers. But, I need to remember not to say his books are bad-- they are not poorly written--

Readers always want to say if a book is good or bad, so Johnson is a good reminder to define terminology before evaluating a text.

synergy

2007-06-21T16:38:00.000-04:00

Putting things together. I think that's the hardest and most important aspect of writing this dissertation-- how do all of these things fit together-- then, how does their fitting together make them stronger than they are individually.

I read different things and I know they fit together. I recognize that something great could be done with them, but then I lose what that great thing is-- sometimes I feel like I see the shadow of what lurks, but when I whip around the corner to catch it, it's gone.

Sometimes, it's the hunt that is fun. It's fun to try to figure out what I'm saying-- where this project is taking me. Sometimes the hunt is frustrating-- I just want it all to fall into place and be easy. Overall, though, I think I'm glad it's not easy-- I wouldn't be proud of myself when I'm finished if it was too easy-- now I know that I am truly earning my degree.

writer's block

2007-06-20T06:39:00.000-04:00

I am having the hardest time getting back into the writing groove. I know that I need to write. I know that I need to finish my dissertation. I even know a lot of what I want to say, but I am having a difficult time getting moving. I've spent my writing time for the last 2 days reading what I've written and tweaking little things. Hopefully now I'll be ready to create new text.

Inanimate Alice

2007-06-19T06:33:00.001-04:00

I am pretty geeked about Inanimate Alice. It is an online story. It is way cooler than an e-book, because you interact with the story. Plus it has pictures and music. I am too tired this morning-- i shouldn't be allowed to put my advertisement for Alice out until it is more articulate. Right now I want everyone to read Alice so it will gain popularity.

Why is Alice cool?
In McLuhan's terms-- she is a cool medium because the viewer has to do something to participate with her. The viewer has to click the arrows to move the plot along. Plus, certain images have to be clicked to get the full experience of the story.

In non-theoretical language--she is a cool medium because she engages the senses. The viewer is hearing a soundtrack to her life in addition to reading her story and viewing images that represent her. Also, the images are a mixture of moving images and still images, so the viewer cannot just assume a means of interpretation. An additional element is the game. As the episodes become more advanced, there are puzzles that Alice creates that the viewer must solve. These keep the viewer engaged as well.

So, I would encourage you to go visit Inanimate Alice. You'll enjoy your time.
http://www.inanimatealice.com

Done with Pullman

2007-06-18T10:51:00.000-04:00

So, I spent the end of last week and the weekend at the Children's Literature Association Conference. It was great, highly motivating to get myself on track. I'll write more about what I learned later.

At this time, I want to write about Phillip Pullman. I brought the 2nd and 3rd books to read while on the plane. After reading the second I thought I might not finish the series. Then after reading some of Pullman's belief system, I realized that I'm done with Pullman.

I want to say this-- I do think that Pullman is a quality writer. I think that he comes up with good, complex plots that successfully entertain readers. I think that he uses fantasy the way it was meant to be used--to take us to the place beyond disbelief-- his worlds are similar and yet fantastic-- His work is the uncanny.

But--he is all that he says he hates about C.S. Lewis. He fills his work with propaganda against God more fully than Lewis fills the Narnia series with messages that are pro-God. His vengeful attitude towards God goes beyond trying to get a reader to think that there is a possibility that there is no God-- rather, he believes that God should be attacked-- that he can be attacked, and that is the mindset he takes up in his text. I think that is quite a dangerous position to assume.

On a different note-- I am also annoyed that Lyra's thoughts are in this well thought out language, but when she opens her mouth she cannot state a grammatically correct sentence. If she has truly been around scholars for her entire life, she would have more eloquent speech-- or at least her vocal speech would match the language of her thoughts.

So, all of that to say-- I am done with Phillip Pullman.

Golden Compass wrap up

2007-06-12T07:37:00.000-04:00

Yesterday I got interrupted, so I thought I'd finish talking about the Golden Compass today.

I'd always been hesitent to read the text because of Pullman's name for people's soul- it seems too close to the Biblical demon-- and he even quotes from Paradise Lost at the beginning and alter's the Bible to mention daemons. So, it's not like he chose the name unaware. However, daemon's do not do what demon's do-- I still can't help but wonder about the name.

If I choose to get passed that, I think it is a "good" book. (value judgments are so dangerous). I think it's an interesting concept, to always have a part of yourself that you can communicate with-- it makes me feel better about talking to myself. I also enjoy seeing how the daemon's act when the kids are drinking or the adults are kissing-- Do the daemon's get to enjoy the fun of those acts more than the people? Pullman gives the reader plenty to think about, that's for sure. Now I'm looking forward to reading the sequel.

Golden Compass Part 2

2007-06-11T10:43:00.000-04:00

So, I finished Pullman's book-- and I have to say that it picks up tremendously after page 100. But, that's a long time to take to get into a children's book.

I realize this ties into the idea that kids are more expectant readers now than they used to be. This book is no simple plot. It also does not follow a straight line trajectory. There is mystery, intrigue-- and not a clear line between good and evil.

hosed laptop

2007-06-06T06:55:00.000-04:00

I've had my faithful laptop for over 3 years. I have written the majority of my academic work on my faithful laptop for the past 3 years. All of the work that I've done on my dissertation is on my faithful laptop. Now all of a sudden, the laptop is no longer faithful. It doesn't want to start. I'm not a big fan of that. I was having motivational issues anyway. Now with my laptop not working I'm tempted to read more research rather than write, but I've got to write to truly process what I'm reading.

Here's to hoping that it can get fixed. Quickly.

Golden Compass Part 1

2007-06-05T07:30:00.000-04:00

I am finally reading _The Golden Compass_ by Phillip Pullman. I was supposed to read it 2 years ago, and I didn't have time, so I didn't read it. But, now that there's a movie coming out and it's getting some internet buzz I figured I had better read it.

I think it is interesting because it is one of those books that both adults and children read--it often gets found in both sections of bookstores and libraries-- but now I am curious about the child readers--it starts really slowly and there's a lot of description. These are not bad things--and they add to the depth of the book. But, do kids have to be avid readers before they will pick up and enjoy this series or can this be a starting point for them. I think this book fits into my conclusion that kids expect more from a book--this story could not be overly simplified--but I am curious to see what they leave in and cut for the film.

More comments forthcoming as I finish the book.

House Quizzes

2007-05-31T16:16:00.000-04:00

I took the quiz at
http://www.quizilla.com/users/incendio-avis/quizzes/Your%20Hogwarts%20House%20(Harry%20Potter)/

to see what Hogwarts house I belonged in and it was the Raven-puff house-- that I'm a mix between the two.

Then I took the quiz at
http://www.personalitylab.org/tests/ccq_hogwarts.htm

and there I was Hufflepuff with a close placement to Gryfindor.

I think it's interesting how many quizzes a person can take to find out where they belong. When I did my google search there were actually quite a few options available to me.

I know that it doesn't actually matter-- and that it is all fiction-- but it's important to me that I didn't get placed into Syltherin.

for sale

2007-05-30T06:21:00.000-04:00

Yesterday we put our house up for sale. I can't believe how much work that is. I feel like it has taken the majority of my effort for the last week--especially the last 5 days. I'm really enjoying the clean house, but I'm looking forward to getting back to academic work.

video game theory

2007-05-25T06:50:00.000-04:00

Kids play video games. There are then 2 schools of thought about these kids-- they are doing a good thing for themselves or they are doing a bad thing for themselves. The kids don't care--they just keep playing video games.

The initial good--it improves hand eye coordination.
The initial bad--it makes kids lazy--ie stop playing outside.

A later good--it helps kids learn to gather collective intelligence.
A later bad--it desensitizes kids to violence.

Geoff Sirc asked me what's the big deal about video game theory? What does it have to do with literature?

This is a good question--one that I realize I have to answer. I know it has nothing to do with the first-- I don't care about kids hand eye coordination, and although no one will come out and say it--if all kids do is read, they can become "lazy" just as effectively as they can with video games.

I think the real question is why is collective intelligence something we want? Why is it good? Why is it important? Why is it better than individual intelligence?

lunch with Sirc

2007-05-24T06:49:00.000-04:00

Time flies way too fast-- it's already Thursday and I'm just now really trying to think about the questions Geoff Sirc asked me at lunch last Friday.

I was spouting that I think collective intelligence is so great--and that when kids participate in it that they learn so much. And his question was along the lines of-- but what are they really learning?

Cheat codes for video games-- well this keeps them from having to problem solve to get there themselves-- is that actually good? I remember being a kid, before the Internet, following the higher level codes my sister would achieve in video games and then not knowing how to survive in those levels because I hadn't earned the right to be there. Is this what we want kids to learn.

They learn how to work together--they learn that together they can gain more knowledge than they can apart. But does it really work like that-- or do the hard workers do all of the work and the lazy kids just mooch off of them?

The thing that I think is most beneficial in collective intelligence with children is that they learn how to articulate their ideas to multiple audiences. They learn how to share what they are discovering, and they learn how to synthesize their knowledge with other bits of knowledge that are out there. They aren't just stringing facts together so they can tell someone they know all of this stuff--instead they are seeing that their knowledge is a piece of a much bigger puzzle. Collective intelligence makes its participants global learners--participants have to understand that there is always more knowledge to be gleaned.

moving

2007-05-23T07:00:00.000-04:00

we've decided it's time to move. i knew this day was coming, my husband has wanted to move since he bought this house, but it's a good little house in a good little neighborhood.

there's a part of me that wants to move, and of course, a part of me that just wants to stay put. the part of me that wants to stay put is the academic. the realtor came by yesterday and gave us tips on making the place more sellable-- one thing that's got to go-- my basement workstation. i am sitting here, working on my laptop for potentially one of the last mornings-- my ugly table has to go.

the good side to moving is that it is forcing me to go through the stacks and stacks of papers that i've accumulated over the last couple of years through my aversion to filing. This is motivating me to throw a lot of dead trees away. Don't worry-- I'm recycling what I can.

IRB

2007-05-22T07:04:00.001-04:00

So, I decided that I wanted to add some real student perspectives to my dissertation-- I thought it would be good to say what real children think instead of just assuming what they think-- that sounds reasonable to me. So, I mention this to someone and they tell me to be sure I get my human subject research paperwork submitted. I don't want to do human subject research-- I want to send out an anonymous survey to find out if kids read books and talk about them with their friends-- but apparently that's what human subject research is. To me, human subject research somehow violates the human- that is why you need permission to do it-- but I guess I'm wrong--

Don't misunderstand me-- I know that the kids I want to survey are human. I just thought that since I would never meet them and since they're not telling me their names that it would be anonymous in and of itself. But, I guess it's not. Since I know what school they attend, the IRB people think I could figure out which survey matches up with which kid.

So, today I get to fill out pages and pages of paperwork. When I found out about all of the paperwork, my initial response was to leave out the survey, but I think that would do my project a disservice-- so, I'll let you know how the paper pushing goes.

Fridge Farm

2007-05-21T11:36:00.000-04:00

I made one of my C & W outcomes that I was going to try to post to my blog everyday-- which for me means every weekday-- so now, here I am today-- with all sorts of stuff to work on and do-- and I should have academic thoughts to process on my blog, but I'm going to talk about my daughter's fridge farm.

My daughter got 3, count them 1, 2, 3 Leapfrog Fridge Farms for her first birthday last week. Now, this is a gift that I was hoping that she would get-- she's played with it at other people's house, and she really seems to like it, so I thought she would enjoy it. And she does. She loves to pull the pieces off of the fridge. And she likes to put the pieces in her mouth and crawl around the kitchen. She likes to push the pieces as high as she can reach on her tippy toes so that she can't get them back down. And she LOVES to push the Farmer Tag banjo playing button so that I get to listen to more banjo music than I've ever heard in my life. Even as I type this my brain is serenading me with "You made a match" and Old Suzanna on an alternating player despite the fact that my daughter is sleeping and the fridge is silent.

I don't say this to discourage someone from acquiring the Fridge Farm-- it's a fun toy-- and my daughter loves it. I guess I write this to explain to myself why I feel like I'm two different people sometimes. I can sit at a conference and glean knowledge and resolve to be a better teacher, student, director-- and then I come home, and I have this wonderful little girl who doesn't care about how many books I read, or articles I publish, or blog posts I complete. She cares if her picture pops up on the laptop screen. She cares if I tickle her when I read the sounds in Mr. Brown can Moo, can you?

This past year has been a lesson in convergence for me-- how do I converge mommy with scholar? I wish there were a how to here.

Computers and Writing 2007

2007-05-20T11:25:00.001-04:00

This week I've been attending the Computers and Writing Conference at Wayne State University. I learned some important things there this weekend.
1. I've got to be better at writing my blog-- if I want to really do this-- use this space, I've got to write more often.
2. I've got to be better about reading other people's blogs-- if I think part of what is good about blogging is the blogging community, then I need to join that community.
3. It's important to talk about your projects with people because they ask questions that you realize you have to be careful to answer. On Thursday I sat with Geoffrey Sirc at lunch and he made me think-- more on that later.
4. I've got to get writing-- If I'm ever going to accomplish any of my goals that involves putting ideas onto paper.

I knew I would get stuff out of the conference, but I got more out of it than I thought I would, so that's cool-- now the challenge will be to live up to what I think I learned.

Safety

2007-04-17T10:44:00.000-04:00

Today my thoughts and prayers are with the English Department staff at Virginia Tech. They are also with the families of the many victims.

Safety is such an ironic thing. Silly things like ritual and familiarity make us feel safe, and a massacure thousands of miles away can make us feel unsafe. I work at an urban college--people always ask me if it's safe here, and I say yes. There are usually plenty of people around. There is a good police presence on campus. I feel safe when walking on campus, when working in my office, when teaching in the classroom. My guess is that the people at VaTech felt safe. My prayer is for the students who are scared and wondering what to do next. I pray that God would comfort and direct them and allow them to feel secure again.

Diversity

2007-04-11T11:41:00.000-04:00

Yesterday I went to yet another conference on diversity. This one was geared mainly at people who work in support services on our college campus. I am so sick of talking about diversity. Don't get me wrong-- I think that diversity is important, and I think it adds a dimension to our campus that enhances experiences and broadens perspectives. But, I am sick of talking about it. I was sitting in a room where the population was at least 75% black females. That's not very diverse. And I'm listening to everyone say how they want to make sure that the minority students on campus know about and feel welcome in their offices. Good, but shouldn't the goal as a support service to make sure all students know about and feel welcome in an office? It seems like if a campus has a diverse student body-- which our campus does-- this semester I have students who consider three different countries home-- then if the support service seeks to support all aspects of the student body, by default, that support service will have a diverse customer base.

I think diversity is an asset. But, I am tired of people making it political. At the conference, the afternoon speaker implied that good, liberal people care about diversity. So, does that mean that conservative people don't care. Or that conservative people are bad? Or is it just the bad liberals who don't care? Or is it that like me, people are tired of having everything labeled and defined to the point of nausea.

A diverse student body helps students realize that stereotypes don't work. It makes students realize that certain situations always create a common ground regardless of the student's personal background. And, hopefully it makes students realize that diversity is more than an issue of color-- we can be diverse from one another in so many aspects of life-- and that is why diversity is important. To teach and to remember that no matter the similarities, we all have differences, and more importantly that despite our differences, we usually have similarities.

Too Busy

2007-04-11T10:33:00.000-04:00

I didn't realize it had been so long since I'd written on my blog. I'm going to try to write more and use this again as a processing space. Somehow, it seems like I have to write a message like this first.

New Semester, New Plans

2007-01-16T11:21:00.000-05:00

I can't believe it's already 2007. It's crazy how fast time flies. This semester I'm looking forward to working with my students on tutoring at the writing center. I'm also looking forward to making some progress on my dissertation. We'll see how it all goes.

Children's Literature is not Baby Formula

2006-10-16T07:40:00.000-04:00

Children's Literature is not Baby Formula is currently the title of my dissertation-- we'll see if I want to keep this title and if I'm allowed to keep this title, but as I'm reading about people's views of popular culture, I'm realizing that not only is pop culture considered less than high culture, it's considered to be culture in its simplest form--already broken down so it's easy to digest. Sort of like baby formula.

The argument that some (I realize I need to figure out who all the somes are) make is that popular culture is what is left over after high culture has decided what it wants to claim. But it can't be that simple. I keep thinking of the old proverb-- what is popular is not always right and what is right is not always popular-- but, sometimes it is. Sometimes something that is well done can be appreciated as well.

Stuart Hall argues that people need to be more discriminating in their views of culture. That not all high culture is good, while not all popular culture is bad. I think this is really important when it comes to thinking about Children's Literature. There seem to be 2 schools of thought when it comes to children's literature-- those who think all children's literature is a pre-digested form of literature-- that none of it is as good as high culture literature, and those who think that there are high culture children's books and popular culture children's books. In reality, I think I fall in the second category--but I want to challenge myself, and others, to think beyond the 2 divisions of high culture and popular culture. Because, I see well-done popular books getting bypassed in the high culture division, and that drives me crazy. The most obvious example of this is Harry Potter. Because the Harry Potter books are so popular, they don't seem to get nominated for some book awards that they might deserve. On behalf of the librarians who make those decisions, I understand why-- the librarians hope to bring to attention well done books that might not get the attention they deserve, and Harry Potter already gets his fair share of attention. But, Rowling also deserves some credit for her style of writing. Although, it's not the book awards that jump out at me the most with the Potter series, it's the films. The fourth Potter film was nominated for several Oscars-- of which it won none, and not because it didn't deserve to win, but because Oscars seem to go only to films that are not popular. The Potter books sometimes seem like an overdone example, but because of their popularity, they are one that people understand.

There are some children's and young adult books that are better than others. But, it doesn't take a Newberry award to determine that, just as it doesn't take a Pulitzer or Nobel prize in literature to determine if an adult fiction book is of the highest quality.

I don't want to turn my dissertation into an argument that says Children's Literature is a true form of literature. But I also don't want to give in to the idea that what is good isn't' popular and what is popular isn't good.

Culture and Children's Literature

2006-10-13T15:52:00.000-04:00

I'm trying to think about how culture is in children's literature. I am thinking about all the new young adult texts that reference television and technology. YA authors are aware that their readers live in a world outside of books, and they want to reference that world.

BUT...

YA authors are also trying to reshape culture. Now culture is a complex word-- it doesn't have one simple definition-- for starters there is high culture, mass culture, and popular culture. But, what I think YA fiction is attempting to do is to alter popular culture. It is circular though-- there are ways culture is influencing the YA text.

But in regards to literature influencing culture--For kids-- peer pressure has always been an issue spoken about-- one child behaves as another leads him/her to do. So, now, books want to change that. Books like When Zachary Beaver Comes to Town tell you to be nice to the fat kid. Freak The Mighty teaches to be nice to the disabled. Hoot teaches kids to honor the environment. Monster tells you to not give in to peer pressure. Somehow it's not the same didactic lesson that showed up in the nineteenth century. In the books, it's not the adults telling the kids how to live-- it's kids telling other kids how to live. It's almost like there is a high culture among children. Children's high culture is living up to a higher standard than popular children's culture. Children's high culture calls YA readers to care about the environment, to realize that brain is more powerful than brawn. It's a subculture of children who are aware of things their parents weren't aware of in their youth.

Popular Culture

2006-09-30T06:49:00.000-04:00

"A second way of defining popular culture is to suggest that it is the culture which is left over after we have decided what is high culture." This quote is from John Storey's Cultural Theory and Popular Culture: An Introduction, pg 5.

As I seek to figure out why popular culture is such an integral part of Children's literature, this quote strikes me as a missing piece to the puzzle.

Children are a valuable part of society. Without them, society, in essence, would end. On one hand children are privledged--If we pay attention to all the advertising dollars spent on telling parents what their children need and telling children what they must have, then we know that children are privledged. On the other hand, children are neglected. When we look at how many hours children spend a day in day care, we can realize that children often are missing a consistent foundational example.

Grey's Anatomy this week, a father says, "I went soft. I quit being a father when he needed a father the most." Talking about after divorce.

Storey uses Raymond Williams to define culture as one of 3 things.
A means to refer to "a general process of intellectual, spiritual and aesthetic development"
A means to suggest "A particular way of life, whether of a people, a period or a group"
A means to describe "The works and practices of intellectual and especially artistic activity"

Storey feels that popular culture must be one of the last 2. I disagree when it comes to children. Although they are the second definition, I think they are because they are attempting to be the first. Children spend some time with adults. They spend time with their parents, but they spend more time with one another. Therefore, while they are told which things to value intellectually, spiritually, and aesthetically, they must as young adults decide for themselves which things they will value. So, they often make these decisions as a group, a population. Young adults often decide that they don't need what others have deemed high culture. They do not need to privledge the same things other's privledge. Young adults will choose to show intellectual, spiritual, and aesthetic development through their own media, and right now those media are often related to the internet. Young adult authors realize this. They understand that instead of using high culture intertextual examples in their texts, they should use the lessons learned from media as a means to convey meaning.

boycott kroger

2006-09-19T11:12:00.000-04:00

I know that I usually write about academic things, but today I am mad at Kroger. I like Mexican food, it might even be my favorite. So, last night I decided that I wanted to make tacos. So after I prepared my dinner I opened up a new jar of Kroger brand salsa. I didn't look at the jar. I didn't check the date-- I just opened the jar and put salsa on my taco-- well, the salsa was rancid. Yep== the nastiest stuff on earth. so, now I check the date-- Dec 2007. I think Sept 2006 falls within that time frame. So, I go up to Kroger to take back my nasty salsa, and the customer service rep acts like I'm the biggest inconvience in her day. I mean it's not an inconvience to have my dinner ruined. It's not an inconvience to have to drive up to Kroger in the rain. I've always been a fan of Kroger-- but not anymore. At least not my Kroger. I'm not giving them another dime of my business.

Click Here

2006-09-07T17:25:00.000-04:00

Denise Vega wrote a young adult novel called Click Here. It brings new light to the ideas of intertextuality. These are the ideas of intertextuality that I hope to explore. I want to look at how culture is a text and how children's literature references that text.

Click Here is about a girl who loves computers. She wants to design a webpage, so she does. It's almost like a glorified blog-- she keeps her diary on this webpage. She practices using code and she creates tabs to go from one page to another. But, her webpage is private. She doesn't intend for it to be published. SPOILER ALERT... When she accidentally publishes her webpage, it wreaks havoc on her life. Then the intertextuality strengthens because she compares herself to Harriet the Spy.

The aspect of the book that I find interesting is Erin's, the protagonist, interest in technology. She joins the computer club and helps other kids create a school webpage. Vega sprinkles technological jargon throughout the text, creating an intertextuality that expects the reader to understand my space culture.

I'm looking forward to exploring these ideas further.

Too Long

2006-07-26T10:13:00.000-04:00

Wow-- it's been too long since I've written on here. I had a baby. That somehow distracts from things like blogs. I'm happy to say that i'm starting to think about children's books again though.

TTYL

2006-05-04T16:48:00.000-04:00

This week I realized that although I keep this blog and I do other online work, I'm not quite as online savvy as I thought. I was at the library and saw ttyl by Lauren Myracle and decided to check it out. The first thing I had to figure out was what IM phrase does ttyl stand for-- I believe it's talk to ya later. I could be wrong. This entire book is written in IM format-- the different fonts, the shortcut words, the fragmented thought...

When I think about children's literature, I realize that it cannot help but to be linked to popular culture. While the genre of realistic fiction shows this the most obviously, all of the genre's of children's literature have some connection to what is happening in modern times. There is always a degree of intertextuality that cannot be avoided between what is being written for the child reader and what is going on in pop culture.

ttyl on one had dates itself because the characters watch television shows like Kim Possible and That 70's Show. They make fun of younger siblings who watch 7th Heaven and Lizzie McGuire. But, the book also shows classic school curriculum-- one character is reading The Great Gatsby for her English class.

The thing that strikes me the most about the novel is that it is written entirely as IM posts. Novels that were unique used to be written as letters or journal entries, but now media has become a tie in. The novel talks about the girls hanging out at school, sending email, talking on the phone, spending the night at one another's homes, but the text only occurs in IM, and the girls decide "some things r easier to talk about over the computer" (208). Now, media isn't just a supplement to a person's life. It is an element of that person's life. This book does not show media as a means to an end-- it is the end in and of itself.

Although I didn't think this was the most interesting book I've ever read, the plot was a little too predictable, the formatting fascinates me.

but, g2g, l8r

Winn Dixie

2006-04-18T10:42:00.000-04:00

I read Because of Winn Dixie yesterday. I wasn't really planning on reading it, but I had a lot of time in waiting rooms, so I got it finished.

It's interesting when I think about it in terms of criticism. The book has a nice enough story to it-- kids seem to like it, but I guess I'm fascinated by some of the critical elements.

One is gaps-- Gloria Dump is called a witch, but she isn't-- the characters say there is no such thing as witches. But why do they think she's a witch in the first place. What has she done to scare the children before Opal arrives on the scene and shows that she's so nice?

One is stereotypes-- Boys and girls don't get along, but then at the end they become friends-- but nothing happens to make the friendship at all seem natural. Opal's mom has left and she misses her. That's a crucial theme to the book, but she leaves because she doesn't like being a preacher's wife and she drinks. It just all seems a bit contrived.

Then there is the dog--If this dog is so great, why has he been neglected? Why isn't anyone looking for a well behaved dog that smiles?

intertextuality

2006-04-09T07:12:00.000-04:00

I read N.E. Bode's book _The Anybodies_ this weekend. It's a creative story. The thing I'm most interested in is it's intertextuality. It matches up with Maria Nikoljelavia's ideas about intertextuality. The author expects the reader to have read a certain number of classics in order to fully get everything out of the book. But, Bode does list off all of the books he references on his webpage, and that seems to minimize the effect somehow.

The things I don't like about the book--It is too obviously set up for a sequel and the author interrupts the story why too often to talk about himself. He doesn't do the nineteenth century dear reader bit, but he reminds the reader too often that this is a book and how this is fantasy and it differs from reality. To me that seems like a bit of intertexutality in and of itself.

Criticism and Intent

2006-03-28T16:52:00.000-05:00

Brian Alderson-- back in the late 60's said that when people evaluate children's literature they shouldn't care about children-- that although the evaluation would lack the influence of the intended audience and the authorial intention, it would remain non-subjective.

I disagree.

I don't think there can be non-subjective criticisms of literature. There can be objective evaluation-- Something is awkward, it doesn't flow, it is full of grammatical errors, the plot doesn't make sense. These things can be objectively determined. Criticism though, I believe, always has a bias. I am looking for the political undertone, the gender/class issues, the moral lesson. I'm not saying this is wrong-- and sometimes a message-- especially a moral message in a work for children seems obvious, but I think disregarding the child and disregarding the author's intent is not a way to be objective when looking at children's literature.

Dumbing Down Children?

2006-03-14T14:06:00.000-05:00

It's interesting to me-- Stephen Johnson in _Everything Bad is Good for You_ talks about how so many people think that because kids play video games instead of reading books that we are dumbing kids down. He argues that that is not in fact the case-- but rather that video games bring about a higher level of thinking that kids participate in. Anne MacLeod in _American Childhood_ discusses how the books of the 50s and 60s encouraged girls to be content with their lives. She looks at American culture of the 50s and how for the first time teenagers had some of their own freedoms and were becoming their own culture and how that during that time they were marrying younger than ever before.

So, this is what I find interesting... If anything, it is the books of the 50s and 60s that are dumbing children down-- the books that no one censors because there is no violence and no controversy-- unless marrying young is considered "dangerous." These books show people going to school and going to college and living the American dream of mediocrity. Contemporary texts show students competing--striving to overcome the system--not being content with their lives the way they are. Or if the character is passive, that is considered a weakness.

Now I wonder, what is true dumbing down? Is it writing things in a particular way? Is it thinking about something in a particular way? Or, is it a perception of what this world should be like?

Children's Literature

2006-03-08T13:47:00.000-05:00

It's been a while since I've posted anything-- not that I haven't been reading or thinking about stuff, but now isn't the time to catch all of that up.

Jack Zipes, and others--Beverly Lyon Clark, like to point out that there is no such thing as Children's Literature. Children's Literature should be literature by children for children. But, children aren't published writers. I think this is an interesting thought because I've been questioned when saying that I want to do childist criticism-- but really that's what people who look at books who are written by adults with child protagonists are doing. We cannot regress to the status of child again-- so we don't really know how children will perceive a certain text-- and good writers for children don't write thinking only a child will read the book. So, I think looking at the role of the child in the book is a good way to discuss what has popularly been termed children's literature.

In a different direction-- although related-- Zipes also says that children can't produce their own culture--they can only respond to things adults create for them-- but I think that is starting to change. In music now, there are kids singing, doing remakes of popular songs, on CD's. This is kids doing art for kids-- but it is still controlled by adults--who gets to decide which music is being played, listened to, recorded-- who decides which kid gets to make an album-- that is still adults. Whether or not we like it, adults control the culture of children. Maybe that is why teenagers like the web so much-- it gives them an opportunity to write their own story. Just a thought.

Huck Finn

2006-02-17T14:47:00.000-05:00

Is the Adventures of Huckleberry Finn a book for children or a book for adults? It's the story of a child, but it uses questionable language and it exposes children to inappropriate things, and so it gets put in this middle place of questioning.

I find this middle place fascinating-- I applaud Samuel Clemens for not saying, oh, kids might read this book I had better... Although in the mid-nineteenth century few novelists concerned themselves with a child reader.

Susan Honeyman, in her text Elusive Childhood, talks about authors who give children adult characteristics and adults child-like characteristics, and she comments on how adult it is of Huck to sympathize with Jim when he misses his family. Huck thinks "I do believe he cared just as much for his people as white folks do for their'n." This statement is supposed to be this great commentary on race. Mature Huck, through Jim, learns to see people as equals. I think something is missing here though-- Jim is a good guy. Jim loves his wife and children. This is not something that Huck has seen before. There are no references to him having a mother. His father is MIA most of the time, and when he is around, he's quite abusive. I would think that Huck would see Jim's love for his family as an anomoly instead of as an equalizer.

Books for children are not just this place to say-- this is a story about kids-- or story telling how kids should behave. Books for children provide places for analysis. Why do critics always jump to race issues when discussing Huck? Huck introduces us to a number of character types, and these introductions provide us a different glimpse of culture than we might have caught before.

Technology as Text

2006-02-13T07:06:00.000-05:00

We read technology. We might not know how to read HTML code or binary computer languages, but we still read technology. If we know codes, we can read them; they are a text. They are almost an informational how-to manual. When we don't know the codes that make technology behave as it does, we still are reading technology.

What does it mean when someone keeps a blog? What is he/she doing?

A blog is a web-log. This web-log can be analyzed just as easily as letters or a journal, except there are more things to take into consideration.

Reading technology is no longer just about the text. Don't get me wrong, the text matters, but it cannot reign supreme in the message. Technology takes away a private audience. It also reveals things about the users and the creators that add to the message of the text.

We read technology-- we do it every day-- we just sometimes miss a part of the message.

Subjectivity and Semiotic Discourse

2006-02-08T14:00:00.000-05:00

James Paul Gee in his book What Video Games can Teach Us about Learning and Literacy spends a lot of time talking about the semiotic discourses of video games-- how gammers have a vocabulary onto themselves and how different games create different discourses, but that video games are extremely collaborative-- more than might initially meet the eye.

Robyn McCullum in her book Ideologies of Identity in Adolescent Fiction addresses subjectivity and intersubjectivity while looking at psychological theory. She says, "BakhtinÂs ideas about language acquisition are pertinent to the analysis of novels which represent the movement out of solipsism as taking place within a context which is culturally and/or linguistically alien and which depict characters appropriating and assimilating the discourses of others" (104).

McCullum's quote brings me back to Gee and semiotic discourse. Adolescents understand one another--whether in books or in real life-- but they do so by developing their own discourse. They don't need academic discourse or their parent's discourse-- they use the discourse of video games, of instant messenger, of... Being an adolescent has always had an element of adapting to someone else's discourse. Now though, the discourse often results from new media rather than traditional media-- however, we know the language of technology is lasting, while constantly evolving, because it does appear in print.

Hoodwinked

2006-02-04T09:59:00.000-05:00

Last night I went to see Hoodwinked, and I thought it was boring. I liked the premise of the movie, and I was looking forward to seeing it, and then it wasn't what I expected. My first thoughts were that it just wasn't that funny, but I don't know that fairy tales are supposed to be funny.

Right now I'm reading Stephen Johnson's Everything Bad is Good for You and in it he says "Much has been written bout the dexterity with which the creators of these recent films [cartoons for children] build distinct layers of information into their plots, dialogues, and visual effects, creating a kind of hybrid form that dazzles children without boring grownups." And I realized that this was my problem with the movie.

The premise of Hoodwinked is that there is always more than one side to the story, so we get the story of Little Red Riding Hood from 4 perspectives trying to figure out who the real bad guy is. This sounds like it will have some layers of information. It looks like it will require the audience to do a little problem solving. And it does. But the key word is little. It's obvious pretty early on who the real bad guy is-- of course it can't be the wolf--that wouldn't be original. It can't be the little girl-- that would go against the audience. It can't be the Granny because that would upset the political correctness of the film. So, that leaves the woodsman or an outside character.

I know that Hoodwinked is aimed at a child audience vs. an adult audience, but that doesn't mean that the movie needs to be so simple that adults are bored. Toy Story and Finding Nemo remain appropriate for children but still use cultural references that make the story more entertaining for adults. Hoodwinked has some of that-- when the wolf is talking to the evil character, he makes a few references to typical evil characters-- but they are all stereotypical aspects that any child would understand from watching any Saturday morning cartoons.

Children's literature is trying to break stereotypes. Children's film and video games is striving to adhere to the multi-layered narrative that our culture now appreciates. So, I'm disappointed when movies like Hoodwinked come out, because I feel that it falls short of what it could have done.

New Post

2006-01-31T10:36:00.000-05:00

I realize that it has been a long time since I've posted anything to my blog. I've been busy reading and thinking about what other people think rather than thinking what I think. On one hand it's nice to realize that I'm increasing my knowledge base. On the other hand, I know that education is not about simply knowing what other people think. I have to think about what they think and use it to create my own thoughts.

I've got a couple of projects brewing in my mind though, and that is fun.

Fantasy and Science

2006-01-11T19:54:00.000-05:00

I just finished reading Chet Raymo's article "Dr. Seuss and Dr. Einstein" where he discusses the connection between science and fantasy in children's literature. I find this really interesting because I realize the similarities between science and hypertextual thinking.

Raymo believes that children's fantasy is a good precursor to science because it teaches children to think out of the box-- to be creative in the connections they draw--to believe that the unseen can still exist.

If this is true, then either fantasy is also a good precursor for computer programming or computer knowledge is also a good precursor for science. Maybe this isn't an either or situation-- maybe it's both.

Hypertext is great for the hyperactive mind. Thus the common prefix hyper. Hypertext does a couple of things for its readers-- it allows them to break off and look at things they're interested in, and it allows them to trail off to a new direction when they are no longer interested in their current path. Fantasy does not allow the reader to go wherever he/she pleases. But, it does take the reader off the beaten path.

I think there is more of a connection between children's literature and technology than simply video games and movies that are made about books for children. Children's fantasy and technology are both attempting to shape the way children think.

Margaret Atwood and Censorship

2006-01-07T08:18:00.000-05:00

Margaret Atwood writes a creative take on censorship in a group of readings about children's literature called Only Connect. There will always be people who censor stuff-- it's the American way. Although we have the freedom to do whatever we want, it's our duty to try to take that freedom away from others-- at least it often appears that way when people censor books. Not that I think all books are appropriate, but I don't think that is a decision that should be made by a special interest group.

Anyway, off of my opinion and back to Atwood.

I thought I would include part of her article below.

There was once a poor girl, as beautiful as she was good, who lived with her wicked stepmother in a house in the forest.

Forest? Forest is passe, I mean, I've had it with all the wilderness stuff. It's not a right image of our society, today. Let's have some urban for a change.

There was once a poor girl, as beautiful as she was good, who lived with her wicked stepmother in a house in the suburbs.

That's better. But I have to seriously query this word poor.

But she was poor!

Poor is relative. She lived in a house, didn't she?

Yes.

Then socio-economically speaking, she was not poor.

But none of the money was hers! The whole point of the story is that the wicked stepmother makes her wear old clothes and sleep in the fireplace--

Atwood goes on to completely destroy, because of censorship, the entire beginning of Cinderella. This also makes me think of composition because these are some comments we might make to students who are writing composition-- we want good details-- but creative writing has to leave a place for the fairy tale.

I'm a geek

2005-12-29T11:40:00.000-05:00

I can't decide if I'm a total geek or if I just like to use one aspect of teaching or learning to procrastinate from another. I am building a website for the English course I will be teaching. I'm excited to be able to do this. I think it will be beneficial to have. So, am I a geek that I would rather be working on this website than out doing other things during my Christmas break? Possibly. Or, am I just a procrastinator because I should be reading, cleaning, or the like?

Gruesome Santa

2005-12-15T13:11:00.000-05:00

You have to wonder about things like this. A family in New York is making a statement about all that has gone wrong with Christmas. Read the news story here:

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20051214/ap_on_re_us/slasher_santa

I'm not sure this is the best option. Don't get me wrong-- as a student/teacher, this is not "the most wonderful time of the year." And I agree that it is really easy to forget why we celebrate Chirstmas in the first place. But I'm not sure having Santa killing the toys really shows that Christmas has gotten to commercial. Santa exists because of the toys-- he is the reason Christmas is shop keepers favorite time of the year.